Monday, October 26, 2009


Soooooooo, I'm going to keep tonight's post shorter than usual, only because I only had about 3 hours of sleep last night. -_______-; I am dead tired and my eye feels like it's on fire and ready to pop out of my eye sockets. Hahahaha.

Anyways, midterms are coming up again. UGH. One next monday which is on Geography and one on Political Science the week after. FML forreals. Tomorrow is the day I officially start going to the library to study, study, study! :(

Mkay, I don't know what else to write so I'm gonna hit the sheets! Toooooodles loves. :)

P.S. Tonight was the first time I got to experience writing a Letter to the Editor editorial for the major newspapers. I must say, it was pretty fun writing it and it wasn' dreadful as I thought it'd be. Too bad it isn't focused on broadcast journalism, but instead on journalism which involves writing and reading and blah blah, which I DO NOT want to get into. I'm strictly broadcast journalism! :)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

My Passion, My Dream, My Success, My Future.

My dream is to become known and recognized in the entertainment industry by becoming the next anchor for E! Entertainment. :) I know deep down inside I have what it takes and the passion for becoming a broadcast journalist in the entertainment business. I look at other jobs and there's nothing else I want to become, but a entertainment journalist. My dream, goals, and future is dead set on this. My plan is to attend California State University, Los Angeles for my Bachelor Degree in broadcast journalism and then attend University of Southern California's journalism school for my Master's in broadcast journalism. :)

It would be really lovely to start as an anchor on E! Entertainment right off the bat. However, that may be a tough situation, so my plan for myself is to start off from the bottom & climb my way to the top. By starting off from the bottom, meaning being on LA's KIIS FM 102.7's radio station and working with Ryan Seacrest! :) Call me crazy, but being on KIIS FM's radio station and being the anchor of E! Entertainment is my DREAM. Thinking about it gives me excitement and something to look forward to in the future.

I never wanted anything so much in my life, until now. I will do whatever it takes to reach my goal. I know that the work I put in now will pay off in the end when I achieve my dreams. It's a long road from where I stand now, but it'll all be worth it. From this point and forward, I will breathe, eat, sleep STUDYING. There's nothing more I can do, but study and prepare myself for the future. I can't afford to fail now and hit rock bottom again, after being there and back, and after how I managed to stand back up on my feet and try again. I'm determined for success and nothing will stand in my way. :)

XOXO, Ciao~ =)


This morning, I was left speechless by my mom's last words she left me as we hung up the phone. Her words to me were "don't regret the things/mistakes that happened in your past, however don't do things in your present and future that you'll end up regretting." And shortly after we hung up, I sat on my bed restating the words she has told me. I mean, I seen similar saying that like in quotes by other people, but for some reason it only inspires me so much when my mom is the one to say that to me, ya'know?! Like daaaaamn, I don't know but all I can say is......I was left speechless & I liked the feeling. :) Catch my drift ?, hope so. Hmmm, anyways.... today's a typical Saturday morning. I got up, phoned my okasan (mom in japanese), made my bed, ate a banana, drank a yogurt drink, put the dried dishes away, make tea, FaceBook'd, MySpace'd, called my brother (who didn't pick up :[ ), and made this blog.

Anyone heard the new Rihanna song called "Russian Roulette"? I'm not quite sure if I like it or not, yet it's on repeat on my iTunes, how lovely. LOLS! :) Alright, well I just finished updating my ipod so therefore it means that I must be on my way out to the gym to burn those fat colories that looooves to hug my body. :)

I'm still waiting for my brother to call me.....feels like I haven't talked to him a long ass time (pardon my language!). Sighhhhh. I don't like playing phonetag. =/ Hmph, okay I think I'm done with this blog. I'll be sure to update later though! Until then, toodles & have a great day! :)